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Old Faithful Geyser at Yellow Stone National Park.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

My strategy for skipping out of Grief

Losing my Baby is a Misery that took me into a dark angle of my existence. I mourn; I cried over gallons of tears, my heart cracked. I must admit it was the biggest pain I ever had. I wanted to overcome the grief to keep on going as life’s journey continues for me and my Husband.

I throw myself into a busy big bee everyday:
1. Enough for always having my blanket and hide underneath until the daylight turned to dark.
2. Exercise is my routine.
3. Eating healthy food.
4. Why not head off to the mall? Shopping and shopping as I can.
5. I Head out to the Spa and I’m enjoying the complementary as twice a week.
6. Alone, I grab my Laptop and Books and go to Starbucks to enjoy a hot mug of Caramel Macchiato and sweets.
7. I wrote down all the grief and agonies that I just experienced to blow out my sorrows.
8. I hang out at the park. Listening to the wind blowing with the birds’ noises singing so softly.
9. At the end of the day I dropped to church.



Weekends:
When Friday night hit to the ground my Husband and I head to the Cinema. We have a small dinner and a coffee, mingled together before going home to continue the sweet tingled night in bed.

The next morning we would do something like the following:

1. Hiking in the woods.


2. Having a good meal in the river restaurant. Sounds “Romantic”.
3. Shopping for Groceries together
4. Going home to relax and watch movies again at itunes.com

Sunday Morning is our most crucial routine:

1. Wake-up by 8am
2. Having fun together with our Coffee and cappuccino break while watching a show at Itunes.com
3. We fixed our bed together
3. Shower
4. Head out for 12noon Mass at Church
5. Late Lunch
6. Window Shopping or something that makes us happy, then head home.


I’m trying hard to be back on track. I’m trying to fix up and pick-up the broken puzzles of my heart to overcome the grief. I don’t have the plan to forget my baby because it reminds my short period of time. That one moment I carry a baby in my womb that brings me so much unexplainable miracles of joy. I’m doing the above stuff just for me to be back on my footpath.


By:Yen-Yen
Have a sexyful, bountiful, wonderful, and blissful day folks.:)